Have I mentioned before how DEATHLY AFRAID OF THE OCEAN I AM? And um, really all forms of water? It’s so severe, actually, that I avoid swimming pool drains at all cost (blame that on the 90’s screamfest Pirahnas
), won’t go in a pool alone, and then often keep my head above water, as if something is lurking just below the surface and will bite off my head if I submerge. I even refuse to shut my eyes in the shower if that relays the severity of my fear of water. Why am I so neurotic, you ask? Well, I really have no idea–I mean, I had a pretty normal childhood, no traumatizing events to speak of–but clearly, clearly
, the SHARKS will come out of the faucet and rip out my eyeballs with their menacing teeth if my eyes are shut. Clearly.
I’m sure I’ve bored you at least 734 times with my crippling fear of the sharks, and I hate to sound like a broken record, but I HAVE A CRIPPLING FEAR OF SHARKS. AND ALL THINGS WITH FINS. Flipper included. (Flipper does technically have fins, right? I’m no marine biologist and I would Wiki it, but I’m not going to risk a picture of a shark turning up on the results page.) I don’t really think many people take my supreme paranoia seriously because everyone is so-called “scared of sharks.” But we’re talking extremes here, people. Just ask my mom. As a child, I made her remove the “S” volume in my set of children’s encyclopedia from my bedroom, as well as any book that contained a picture of underwater life. I wouldn’t sleep in the same room with it. In college in Knoxville, there was a billboard on the Interstate boasting a threatening picture of a great white. I drove off the side of the road with Megan in the passenger seat the first time I saw it. All subsequent passes, I covered my eyes–probably not good for the driving, but better than the alternative (a mid-driving, panic attack-induced car wreck). I still suffer medium to high anxiety and launch my MacBook across the room if I happen to stumble upon a Web page with a picture of a shark on it. And I made SVV scour my diving books prior to the course and tear out any such photos that might cause my nightmares to resurface. Even seeing the word SHARK so many times on this hear post is causing my heart to palpitate wildly. Is this normal? Seriously, are any of you this afraid of something that, statistically, is responsible for a mere FOUR deaths, worldwide, a year? (Just so you know, the four deaths have already happened in the first half of this year, so we’re in the clear…until 2009, at least.)
So why then did I think learning to SCUBA dive (that’s Self Contained Underwater Breathing Apparatus for those of you who have yet to take the 16-hour SCUBA School, ha!) was a good idea? Blame it on the Maldives
. I never had any desire to be more than toe-deep in any body of open water until the Maldives cast its spell over me
, told me I was pretty, and courted me harder than even Colin Firth ever succeeded in doing in a single 90 minutes of a romantic comedy. Weeks later, I went to the Dominican Republic
on assignment and again went diving–with a much more disappointing result: overfished water, no marine life. And still, I was hooked.
When I got the opportunity to go on a worktrip to the Bahamas to finally get my full certification and not have to take that uber-boring pool skills class one more time before doing a Discover SCUBA day, my immediate reaction was a “HELLS YES!” (shouted in all caps, of course). And I even roped in a good pal (trust me, talking her into jetsetting to a beautiful, serene, remote spot in the Bahamas on the work clock was like asking her to cut out and lend me her spare kidney, let me tell you), so I had a reliable underwater buddy who could handle being responsible for my life at 100 feet below the ocean surface. And thus, SCUBA School commenced.
As she’ll tell you, there were highs (underwater tea parties; passing our written exams with nearly flying colors; doing the sprinkler and lawnmower at 10 feet below sea level, which we will hopefully re-enact in the Atlantic Ocean for you all if my underwater digital case does its job), lows (“summer” San Fran conditions, meaning a chilly pool; the repetitive surrendering of our weight; having to remove our wetsuits, BCs, tanks, booties, flips, et al every half an hour when we inevitably had to pee), and all in between (having a cool police officer dive instructor who seemed to love us one minute, loathe us the next). Then of course there were the tens of emails we sent back and forth beforehand pondering issues of extreme importance: was it really pertinent we do all the homework (um, YES), would they all think we were freaks if we turned up in bikinis (not to our knowledge), was this even a good idea in the first place (yet to be decided)?
But we passed the “easy part” (freezing our asses off in a suffocatingly-small swimming pool) and now just have to complete our check-out dives somewhere in Green Turtle Cay in the Abacos, where we’re likely sitting at this very moment drinking pink drinks with matching umbrella stirrers–ha, fooled ya! (I just love that I can set up my drafts to post in advance!) And here you thought I was sitting behind a computer somewhere in the greater Bay Area. Hopefully, we’ll both return with killer tans, a universal referral form allowing us to partake in recreational dives anywhere in the world (at the maximum of 100 feet, of course, because we follow the rules like that), and sans decompression sickness…but only time will tell (call this here post a cliffhanger if you please).
***P.S. I really want to thank you all for your incredibly kind comments about my grandmother, as well as your encouraging words after my marathon. You all rock! I’m constantly in awe of how caring the Internet is, and if I didn’t have a chance to respond to you individually (I don’t have e-mail addys for a lot of you, unfortunately), please know that I was touched by each and every word!